Sink Or Swim.
December 11, 2007
I don’t know if this is a quarter life crisis or whatever, though I am deeply hoping that this is not. But then, I don’t have a single idea of what quarter life crisis is like, so I guess I don’t even have to hope in the first place.
I’m starting to feel upset, depressed, sad, melancholic (or any other similar adjectives that you can insert here) about me being a bum. Don’t get me wrong, I do not hate my life. I just feel a little unhappy because after almost two months of wallowing in my limbo, I still don’t know what field I want and should get into for my next job. I feel like I am at my wits’ end on this when I shouldn’t be, because this is me and I must be the most knowledgeable person about my wants, my life! It could be the start of my long-term career and I am still unsure of what path to take. I’m so afraid to land again on some job that won’t fit me.
This is no easy phase for me; being at sea, not knowing when I’ll be off it. Good thing I had swimming lessons when I was eight. Still can manage to float until some things in me are better.
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