A Deeply Moving Post.
June 30, 2009…is what I want to offer as my latest entry, but, I am yet again thinking out loud.
Why do days and nights seem to be in sudden short of supply? Last time I checked, I was looking forward to summer, hoping I would finally get the chance to get away with my friends to any vacay spot in the country. But, the insentient I was just deciding against each and every plan they made with the reason that I can’t have a break in my work schedule. “Wala ng free VL slot…” “’diba pwedeng week days na lang, pag rest days namin,” my usual lines which usually disappoint them because they know, I’ll be again a drawing or an imaginary friend to them.
A ditto usual situation with my family.
Ang hirap ko i-book kala mo artistang mala-judy ann santos ang kasikatan. I even can’t squeeze in my schedule my log in times to my blogsite, friendster, facebook, and multiply sites. Major loser talaga!
Now I realize it is already July. Oh, okay, where did March, April, and May go again? Wait, could probably a wicked witch have had put the same spell on me as with sleeping beauty that made her sleep for a hundred years…? (Err.. for me, a hundred days lang.) It just makes me sad that this seems to be the point when I could no longer differentiate a day from others. I couldn’t even remember how many rest days I did not drone on. I now find pag mumunimuni and pagtunganga sa glow in the dark stars ko sa kisame very relaxing and worthwhile. Just scares me a bit that I would keep on spending days like this, without me accomplishing anything—outside work, that is.
Guess I just jabber on this thought because last night was my off when I had the chance to have dinner and coffee again with my uber kulit friends. Recognized how tremendously I missed them, missed laughing with and at them, and how, of course, I miss those people who I haven’t been with in a long time. Intellicrap (my ex web writer officemates) and Everfrendz (chosen group name defines it already, high school friends), I need to see you asap. And to my college friends, LB ulet, set na set na, wala ng atrasan ha?
In less than 15 hours, I’ll get ready for work, again, a monotonous cycle kind I know I don’t want to run away from yet. Oh well, it’s the 30th day of the month again… sweldo time! Oh yeeeeaaaaahhhh! One of the good things why my work rocks, a derivative in my boring life’s equation I wouldn’t like to just brush aside. Ipon lang, Ja, ipon lang muna, it’ll sure pay off.
I honestly want to post something again that is beautifully written, (again? kung meron man na nga before) but really was just thinking out loud on this one. It’s just too bad I have pure twaddle ideas in my mind most of the time, and I mean most of the time.
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i think i can, harvs.
..but only for some days. i’ll die just after a week of having 2 hour sleep. 
i miss you!!!
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Ja, if it makes you feel any better, it is the same thing with all night shift people. You lose old friends and have to adjust by making friends with the people who have the same awful schedule you do. You even lose a good bit of your ability to enjoy anything, after a while. I’ve been there. I know.
I hate to say this but…no, it doesn’t really get any better. Not until you learn how to live on 2 hours of sleep.
Posted by Harvey at July 4, 2009, 9:27 am